About Marcey Hamm's INWARD HARMONY Album copyright 2005 by Marcey Hamm
Healing Music From A Near-Death-Experience
What you are about to read... is a true story. There are many healing testimonials from listening to my music. Some people have even called this music "Miracle Music" because of the phenomena that has occurred in people's lives. Here is my story:

I was on my way to work as any ordinary work day. Traffic came to a halt because of all the people rushing to get to their destinations and all the lanes were jammed. I happen to look in my rear view mirror when I saw a truck speedily approaching my car. Obviously the driver wasn't paying attention to the stopped traffic. I braced myself for the collision since I didn't have time to move my car nor did I have my seat belt on.

All of a sudden I am hovering over my body which had hit the windshield and blood was all over the car. I knew my body was dead in that moment.

Then I was engulfed in this silver white cloud similar to a real dense London fog. This man's voice said to me, "You can either come with us now, or you can go back." I thought about my recording studio that I had just finished three days before this accident. Ten years of my life went into that studio to complete and I wasn't ready to leave yet. This emotion immediately brought me back into my body.

The bodily pain was beyond describing in words. I refused any surgery only because of my own paranoia when it comes to scalpels. I first wanted to exhaust all other avenues for relief before going to the more desperate measures.

This process took a little over a year and lead me to alternative medicine. Western medicine was not working for me with my particular situation. Once I was healed, I went into my studio for the first time, sat down and turned on all the equipment. All of a sudden, I felt so tired I couldn't even keep my eyes open. It was so strange. I fortunately had a high back chair and leaned back to take a nap. Next I was engulfed in all this music and color. It was so three-dimensional. Not even my most lucid dreams came close to the realism of this experience. This experience seemed like three minutes long, but when I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was my clock which read eight hours later. I couldn't believe it. Then I looked over to my control panel and all these lights were flashing which indicated that something had been recorded. I thought what is going on here? I put the equipment in play mode and this music came playing over my sound system. It was the same music that I had just experienced in my three-dimensional dream state. I sat there for hours and just cried.

During this time, I had joined a meditation class. I made a copy of this music and took it to the next class. Everything went very well for the meditation and as I was leaving to go home, a friend stopped me. She told me that I needed to get this music out into the world. I thought she had lost her mind and I told her that I wanted to just go home. She proceeded to tell me that I was being selfish for not sharing this music with the world. I really thought my good friend had gone off the deep end. I didn't want anything to do with what she was saying. As I turned to leave, my friend said that she wasn't going to let this go. I told her to do whatever she had to do, but I was going home.

I had no idea what my friend had intended. I really thought this was a passing moment that would go to oblivion. I was wrong. Everyday my phone rang. Weeks went by, my phone still ringing everyday. Finally, after two months, I was worn out. I broke down and had some tapes made; thinking this would end my friend's crusade. Think again, Marcey.

My friend already had it planned for me to get out among the Dallas people through these fairs that were held at these local hotels. I purchased a booth and there I was feeling so stupid sitting in a large ballroom with a little tape player hooked up with a headset. I had a chair so people could come and sit down, put the headset on and quietly listen to the music without hearing all the room noise.

This man, my first customer, soon came to my table. He didn't sit down. He put the headset on his head and listened to what I named, "Inward Harmony". A few seconds had passed and he turned white as a sheet as if all his blood left his body. I truly thought this music was killing him. I freaked! This is what I get for listening to my friend and now I'll be in jail for killing this man with my music. Just as I was getting ready to scream for help, he opened his eyes, took off the headset and walked away from the table. I fell back into my chair relieved, but what just happened?

About thirty minutes had passed and this man returned to my table. He looked straight into my eyes and said to me, "Young lady, seven years ago I was undergoing open heart surgery. During that operation, I was pronounced clinically dead for sixteen minutes. This music is the same music I heard while I was dead. Do you have a piece of paper and a pen?" I was shaking so hard and speechless that I don't even know how I managed to get the paper and pen for this man. He wrote all this down on the paper and handed it back to me and said, "Here, this will be in your first chapter of a book that you will write some day." He turned around and walked away. I looked around the ballroom and you could have heard a pin drop. Everyone was looking at my table. I wanted to crawl under the table and never come out again for the rest of my life. My mind was beyond shock.

I knew in that moment that my life was not my life anymore as I knew it. Something was going on here that was beyond what I could ever imagine. I also knew in that moment, that I had better just surrender to whatever this was because I was not in control of my life's journey as I had thought before this day.

My album, Inward Harmony reached the Netherlands within thirty days from that day at the hotel just by word of mouth. Millions of people now have that album just by word of mouth. Healings? One woman was burned with second and third degree burns from a house fire. She bought my Inward Harmony on a Sunday and by that following Friday, she was completely healed without one blemish. Her doctor can't explain it.

One man became deaf. His wife bought Inward Harmony in hopes it would help her husband. She played the music each night while they slept even though her husband couldn't hear the music. Within fourteen months, her husband regained all his hearing. He would have been deaf for the rest of his life.

One woman always miscarried and was never able to carry a baby to term. She bought Inward Harmony at last resort. She became pregnant and played the music during her term. As long as she played the music, she wouldn't spot blood. When she quit playing the music, she immediately would start spotting blood. She then constantly played Inward Harmony throughout the rest of the term and delivered her first baby and it was a healthy baby.

The testimonials are endless. The music works with all forms of life whether human, animal or plants. I have even seen Inward Harmony deter a tornado coming toward my car on the highway while I was on a trip. I tell people that there is no way that I can tell them what this music will do for them. Everyone has their own unique experience with this music. Just play the music in the background and go on about your business. It's that simple. For more information go to: http://www.musicbymarcey.com

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About Marcey Hamm's Z Album copyright 2005 by Marcey Hamm
Before I describe the Z album, I want to say that for all of my albums, I don't remember making the albums. What I remember is the experiences that I have in a sleep state environment and when I wake up, the album is composed. Whatever I experience in the sleep state is how I know the purpose of the composition.

It wasn't until I died the first time in a car wreck that I started having these musical experiences. Before the car wreck, I wrote software programs for robotic systems. I was a major left-brain "geek" at the extreme. Also, my experiences have been completely different with each album. That is why when you listen to each album, you will not only notice the major difference from each one but your experiences will also be very different.

So let's begin with the Z album experience. I went into my studio and turned on all of my equipment. All of a sudden, my whole head became a movie screen. This man named Z took me to a place where you can hear all the music from every living creature. It was like listening to a real time composition being created 24/7 without stopping.

My favorite thing to do in this world was lie down in this valley of flowers surrounded by mountains. I could hear all of the music from the mountains, the flowers, the trees, the clouds, everything. What an experience this was for me, listening to Nature's own composition in real time. What also amazed me was the flow of the music and how everything blended with each other without conflict.

When I came back into my physical presence, it was a week later. Not just the eight hours like it was with my Inward Harmony experience just a few months earlier; but a whole week. I couldn't believe it. That would be like you going to sleep one night and waking up one week later. Imagine how you would feel.

I know when I died in the car wreck a year earlier, that my life wasn't the same. What I didn't know, was just how much my life wasn't going to be the same. The Near-Death-Experience (NDE) opened up a part of me within me. It is like a doorway to an inner world that is within all of us. The only thing we have to learn is how to reach this doorway and open it.

Of course, I wouldn't wish an NDE on anyone. It can be very painful. However, the Z album's purpose is to help open this door within us. It does this by helping us to let go of fear. Fear is one of the biggest reasons why we don't explore our inner worlds within us. Fear also prevents us from exploring our outer world and keeps us from achieving our dreams.

The Z album releases this fear through our dream states so we don't have to relive the situation that caused the fear in the first place.
What a wonderful gift; to have such a tool that helps us release old patterns so we can move on with our life and do what we have always dreamed of doing without having the fears come in and stop us.

In addition, if a person normally doesn't remember their dreams, they will start remembering their dreams with the Z album. You see, as you release these fears, your dreams get more and more a part of your life. I have had some people who have never remembered their dreams. Then all of a sudden, when they get the Z album, they start remembering their dreams for the first time in their whole entire life.

Fears prevent our good. A person can have all the goals in life set out for them, but if that person has some hidden fear that they are not conscious about in regards to that goal, I can assure you, that goal won't be achieved until that fear is removed.
Let me give you an example. A family in Denton Texas called me one day explaining about their teenage son having developed a fear about taking exams. He would know the material, but when it came to taking the exam, he would clam up and get into his fear and fail the exam. This was real bad, because the parents had already tried the psychologist and nothing helped their child. They were so worried that their son would not graduate that year and not be able to go to college.

I told them to have their son play the Z album night and day non-stop; and to be sure the son plays the Z album all night long every night while the son sleeps. The parents did this. Within a few months, their son took another exam. He passed it with flying colors and not once did he have any fears of taking another exam again. Their son is now in college.

This is what the Z is for. It helps us let go of those fears inside of us. We may know the fear consciously or it could be so deeply imbedded in our subconscious that we don't even know of its existence. But it doesn't matter to the Z album, fear is fear. The music will travel all through our system and help unleash those areas of fears so that we can move on with our life and be freer with our choices and directions.

A teacher that I have known now for almost nineteen years uses all of my music in her classrooms. She particularly uses the Z album because she teaches inner city children. These children come from very violent neighborhoods that are also drug infested, gang ruled and most of the children are just in survival mode day to day.

Anyway, this teacher called me last year to give me an update with the music and told me an amazing story. She told me that most of her students that have been exposed to my music have graduated from high school and now have gone on to college. She said this is record breaking and almost unbelievable because the environment is so rough. She said that most kids either drop out, die or if they get past high school, they hardly ever go to college.

She also told me that these students have come to her and thanked her personally for the music in their classrooms. They told her that the music saved their life. These kids knew this from their own experiences with the music. The other interesting part about this story is, the teacher never told her students what the music was for.

I have had this happen before with a group in Los Angeles California. A juvenile delinquent center called me one day asking me if this music would help teenagers with every kind of problem you could think of, but also very rough kids. I said yes it would help, but there is a way that I would approach this situation.

I told the manager to play the music throughout the whole center where the kids are and to make sure the music is on all the time as background music. I also told her to not tell the kids what the music is for. I also told her to have all the kids write poetry before any of my music is played. That way they would have an emotional reference of these kids prior to any exposure to my music. Then after a month or two, have the kids write poetry again. This would give the staff a before an after view on how much the music is helping these kids.

After two months, I received a package in the mail. This manager had sent me copies of all the poetry before and after the music was played in the center. It was amazing! These kids went from such violence of blood and guts and fowl language to writing about love, blue sky, flowers and trees, etc. It was such a huge success and such a transformation for these kids.

You see, we have everything we need already inside us. All we need is to learn how to tap these resources within. The Z album helps this process by helping us to learn to let go of any fears of any kind. This enables us to become strong and courageous. It helps us to enjoy challenge and make life a fun place to create what we can imagine.

I don't claim to have any cure all here. Everyone is going to have their own experience with my music. However, I will say this to you. I have died three times, all within a nine year time period. I know death real well. Having gone through the death scene has given me a new outlook on life and I can tell you, we are so blessed to live in these bodies. You would be amazed just how simple it really is to live life fully and really be happy. This music is here to help us achieve that. It has helped me and thousands of other people worldwide.

Anyone can reach me by e-mail. I answer all of my e-mails. I really enjoy hearing about all the musical journeys people have as well as answering questions anyone may have.
My e-mail is: info@musicbymarcey.com

I wish you all the Best and thank you for the opportunity to be with you in this moment.

Love always,
Marcey Hamm

For more information go to: www.musicbymarcey.com

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About Marcey Hamm's CELESTIAL DANCE Album copyright 2005 by Marcey Hamm
Celestial Dance like the other albums prior, Inward Harmony and Z, was an experience to say the least. I never thought much about re-incarnation. However, Celestial Dance changed all that for me forever. I will never forget the nudge that started coming from within me to go into the studio. I didn't pay much attention to it at first, but as time passed, the feeling kept getting stronger and stronger. Finally, the day came, I couldn't resist any longer.

I sat in my chair, turned on all of the equipment. Then all of a sudden, I am in a man's body sitting in this huge coliseum. I immediately recognized that I was in the Roman Coliseum. My body was very muscular and I would say my weight was approximately 200+ pounds and my height was approximately 5'8''. I was wearing a white tunic with a robe and had these green bushy twigs in my hair. Many people had this type of ornamental dress on. There was a parade out on the grounds of the coliseum which consisted of gladiators, jesters, people doing acrobats, etc. The music was playing with all the brass and drums while all the people in the stands were yelling of joy all around the arena. The energy was tremendous and awesome.

I am freaking out and at the same time, I am in total shock of this experience. First I wondered if I had just died and had gone to another dimension or something. My life today in this world became a memory and the life at the Roman Coliseum was now in 3-D and as real as a reality show. I just sat there in shock. I didn't know if I would ever see my other life ever again.

As I watched the parade and all the people around in the coliseum, I was amazed in the group energy in the environment. The energy was awesome. It reminded me of our Super Bowl game. The only difference was, the Gladiator fight was about who lived and who didn't; at least we as a human race, have progressed to more of a humanitarian way of playing games.

The parade was coming to a close in order to prepare for the days events in the fighting. All of a sudden, I am back in my studio, sitting in my chair. I open my eyes and immediately see my control panel flashing. First I took a deep breath of relief that I still had my life here. Secondly, I saw the lights flashing on my control panel. I knew then that music had been recorded again without me remembering anything about how it got there. I put the equipment in play mode, and all of a sudden this sound came over my sound system. I was immediately engulfed with that energy that I had just felt at the Roman Coliseum in that 3-D experience. I named this track, "The Day of the Gladiator".

I ran out of my studio, locked the door and I was not going in there again until I had an understanding of what happened to me in there. I had to know for my own peace of mind.
A few days later, I was invited for a get together dinner with some friends. At the dinner, there was a man who told me that his profession was doing past life regressions. We got to talking and I told him of my Roman experience in my studio a few days earlier. He told me that I went through a past life. I didn't believe him and how would he know anyway. He said he could prove to me. I said, "Show me." After the dinner, he sat me down and hypnotized me. By the way, I had never been hypnotized before. The hypnotizing experience seemed like I was just in a state of relaxation and there wasn't much to all of this; until he asked me to go to a certain period of time which was before this lifetime.

All of a sudden I was in a different body. I was with four other people who were dressed with the same type of clothing as I was. We had just had an emergency crash landing and we were picking up any debris worth salvaging in order to repair our ship. I knew the engine had failed, I knew how to fix it and I also knew what mission we were on and where we were going. It was just like the Roman Coliseum 3-D reality show. The only difference was, someone was talking to me from a distance whom I couldn't see (the hypnotist). Then after some time, I was back in my body and awakened in my chair. He was right, he did prove it to me. When you experience a past life, you automatically know things within the experience. The only way you would know those things is from having lived that moment once before.

There was no doubt in my mind anymore about what happened in my studio. I had experienced a past life. The only difference now, I now wasn't afraid of my experience. The hypnosis confirmed this for me and gave me a foundation. I knew everything would be OK for me now. I thanked this man and gave him a big hug because I knew he gave me a big gift that would get me to the next step on my journey.

I went back into the studio and in less than forty-eight hours, Celestial Dance was created. Each musical passage of that whole album is a past life that I went and relived for a brief moment to bring that music back here to our present day.

I didn't know what to expect when I released this album. I wondered if people were going to remember their past lives or some of them. I didn't know. Then I released the album.

A friend of mine, Joyce, here in Dallas, uses all of my albums in her massage work. One day Joyce felt strongly to start her client out in the massage with Celestial Dance; usually the Inward Harmony was always the first selection, but not this day. Within twenty minutes, her client jumped off the massage table, grabbed the sheet and ran into the bathroom. After a few minutes, her client came out of the bathroom, fully clothed and said to Joyce, "Have to go, I will call you later."

Joyce calls me, asking me for some insight. I told her that there was nothing to be worried about. The music obviously touched her client deeply, but not to worry, she will be in touch. Several days went by and her client called and asked if they could have lunch.

What a lunch that was. The first thing the client asked my friend was, "What was that music playing?" Joyce told her about me and that I composed that album. Then the client proceeded to tell my friend that she experienced a past life on the massage table. She also said, that in her religion, past lives are not believed in. In other words, they don't exist. Twenty minutes with Celestial Dance changed this woman's beliefs and her life forever. Now this woman will start a whole new life path. Her adventure of self-discovery will now take a new road and lead her to
amazing experiences that normally would have taken her many lifetimes to get to this place within her.

There have been reports with Celestial Dance triggering memory where people have remembered some of their past lives. Celestial Dance is about our unconscious memory. I find that if a person is to remember a past life, they will.

Our unconscious memory does exist whether we remember anything in our past or not. I consider this unconscious memory potential energy because it isn't being used. It is as if it is just sitting there waiting. Celestial Dance's musical vibrations will go into this unconscious memory and triggers our whole history. This history goes back to the very beginning of our creation as Soul.

Celestial Dance triggers all of the creativity in our history and now that unconscious memory becomes a kinetic energy instead of being a potential energy. Once that memory becomes a kinetic energy, the magnetic field in our bodies immediately starts changing to that energy. We all are magnets whether we know this or not. Again, when Celestial Dance starts triggering our creative history in our unconscious memory, this now kinetic energy from within us will change our magnetic fields. We will then start resonating at these energies and start attracting to us, people, places or things that will help manifest this new creative energy.

We are like the flower. The flower has all its information on how to grow just by its own design. All it needs is the rain, good soil, the proper weather and sunshine in order for it to flourish. No one has to teach this flower how to grow. It has all this information within itself. We are like this flower. We have everything we could ever need within us. All we need is to know how to tap these vast resources within us.

Celestial Dance's purpose is to wake us up to a level of creativity that gives us joy and happiness. I call Celestial Dance "Destiny's Calling Card". We all have a purpose in being here in this life. What is that purpose? Are we happy doing what we are doing? Do we wake up each day happy to be in that moment of our life? Have we found peace within ourselves in the work we do? When you find peace in your life, everything outside of you can be chaos, but within you, you are like the eye of a storm, very calm.

A friend of mine, named Donna, was having a birthday. I gave her Celestial Dance for her birthday but I didn't tell her what the music was for. I knew she would love the album, but I also knew she wasn't into all of the things that I was into. I felt at the time, that it was better to keep quiet about the album's purpose. Then after she had the music for a while, I would tell her then. I wanted her to have time to experience the music first.

A month went by and I was too curious about Donna. I had to know if anything had started changing in her life from listening to the music. So I called her office. They told me that she had quit her job. I went into major shock. This job was a huge executive job that she had for years. I really didn't think that something this high drama would happen so quickly to Donna. I started feeling guilty that I hadn't told her about Celestial Dance's purpose. I just didn't expect it to work that fast. I felt terrible. I called her at home. Donna answered the phone laughing and just so happy. I asked her what was going on and she told me this story:

One day at work, Donna during lunch, walked over to the Apparel Mart to watch Fashion Shows that were in from around the world. She happened to meet some fashion designers from New York and they all started talking. Out of conversation, Donna told them of some old sketches she had made during college but never got around to doing anything in fashion design. Her life took some twists and turns and this desire never came to fruition.

They wanted to see her work. Later that week, they all got together and Donna showed them her old sketches from her college days. They offered her a job right on the spot. Donna accepted the job and put in her resignation.

I asked Donna how did she like the Celestial Dance album. She told me that she absolutely loved it and couldn't get enough of that album. I then told her what the album was for and she started laughing on the phone. She told me that she knew that album had something to do with all the changes going on in her life, but she just couldn't put a finger on how the music was doing it. Now I confirmed it for her. We both started laughing so hard on the phone. It was great and I was so happy for my friend.

The thousands of stories are all so precious with all of these albums and the stories just keep on growing. I hope I have given you some insight to this wonderful gift that has been given to all of us. Celestial Dance is here to help all of us to find our place in this life where we can be happy with our work and be creative. Remember, we are the flower and all that we need is already within us. Celestial Dance wakes that part of us inside and then manifests that energy. All we have to do is be who we are naturally. The music will do the rest.

Anyone can reach me by e-mail. I really enjoy hearing about all the musical journeys people have as well as answering questions anyone may have.
My e-mail is:
info@musicbymarcey.com

I wish you all the Best and thank you for the opportunity to be with you in this moment.

Love always,
Marcey Hamm
For more information go to: www.musicbymarcey.com

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About Marcey Hamm's ANTHEM TO SOUL Album copyright 2005 by Marcey Hamm
My Anthem To Soul experience came two years after my Celestial Dance album. I went to bed one night and my buddy "Z" came to me in my dream and said to me, "I want to take you to a place." I said, "OK". He took me to a place called the "Etheric Plane". It looked like the London fog at first glance. However, as you stand there looking and listening, these huge energy waves like tornado funnels are cycling around each other in opposite directions. The sound was even more pronounced than the sounds of a tornado which sounds like a huge locomotive sound.

Z told me that this was the Etheric Plane which is the first Plane in the polarity worlds where the energy is split to negative and positive energies. He told me that all the energy above the Etheric Plane is all one energy and is unpolarized. He said that is why we have opposites in the lower worlds such as, man/woman, day/night, love/hate, negative/positive energies, etc. I asked him what Plane was above the Etheric Plane and he told me it is called the Soul Plane. He said the Soul Plane is the first Plane in the Higher Worlds that is all one energy; unpolarized energy.

Z asked me if I would like to cross the Etheric Plane. I certainly did of course, but I did ask him what was the procedure. I knew enough from traveling with my friend many times before, that each place he took me, there were keys of wisdom to know about these places so one can get around more easily. It is like driving a car. Here in our country we drive on the right side of the roads. However, in Britain for example, you drive on the left side of the roads. If one didn't know the rules, they would face some difficulties in their travels.

Z told me that to cross the Etheric Plane, your thoughts have to constantly stay neutral. If one negative thought came into my mind, I would be pulled down into the lower worlds immediately. I thought to myself, well, this is definitely going to be a test for conscious endurance

I started going across this wind tunnel energy. It felt like I was in the mix of all these tornadoes buzzing all around me. I could feel the energies going through my body and moving all through me. I kept my thoughts visually on beautiful flowers, my favorite mountain ranges, etc; anything of nature that I found to be beautiful. Sometimes, I could feel myself drifting away from my thoughts and I would immediately feel this pull downward. I would then quickly get my thoughts back on course and my body floated back into this mix of energy. This was so hard to do. I couldn't believe how hard it was to concentrate on one thing or more importantly, to keep negative thoughts out of the mind.

I don't know how long I was in this situation; it seemed like forever. Then I came to this embankment that looked like a beach on an oceanfront. The Light was so strong there and yet so gentle. The energies there were so pure in feeling. I loved it so much to be in this place. The closest that I have ever felt anything like this was when I would mountain climb. When I would get on top of the mountain, I would inhale the fine crisp mountain air; but even that wasn't as good as this place.

All of these people were there to greet me. I was so happy that I got there that I started jumping up and down with Joy. All of a sudden, I was told that I had to leave and go back. I said, "I just got here." I was told that I had to learn how to come across the Etheric Plane without any effort. I was told that it was necessary for me to become one with this energy; then my travel would be effortless. All of a sudden, I was back in my body.

After this experience with the Etheric Plane, in another dream, my friend Z came to me and told me about this word called "Hu". He told me that I could put my attention on the Hu and it would be a lot easier to cross the Etheric Plane. He said the word Hu comes from the Soul Plane. So when you chant this word
and/or put your attention on this word, you are immediately lifting your energies to the Soul Plane.

I went back to the Etheric Plane and tried the HU while going across. It was like night and day difference. It wasn't as hard as before and it was a lot smoother of a journey. I didn't have to worry as much on slipping from my thoughts and worrying about being pulled down. It would be like someone swimming across the English Channel verses someone taking a motorboat. It was that big of a difference.

A few days later from these dreams, I felt that compelling feeling again within me like I had with Celestial Dance. This time I didn't resist it and went into the studio. I turned on all the equipment. All of a sudden this real bright silver looking light came through my head. All of a sudden my voice started singing the Hu. I don't remember taking a breath. I sang into this microphone for four straight hours without stopping. I was conscious the whole time. Then all of a sudden my throat went back to normal and the bright silver light went away. I turned everything off and walked out of the studio.

The phone started ringing. I answered and it was my good friend Sheryl that I have known here in Dallas for a long time. She asked for Marcey. I told her that I was Marcey. She told me that she was not kidding, that she wanted to talk with Marcey. I told her that I wasn't kidding either and that it was me. Then there was this long pause on the phone, she said, "Marcey, is that really you?" I said "Yes". My good friend didn't recognize my voice on the phone. To my surprise, no one who knew me recognized me on the phone for approximately forty-five days since that day, not even my mother or my family.

I went into my studio to make a master of the music. When I started the play mode on the equipment, I heard these drum type sounds in the music, but not like any drums that I have ever heard before. I am not sure what they are or even where they came from. And then my voice, it sounded like an instrument and not even like my voice at all.

I made my master. I then took it to a postproduction studio and worked with my good friend, Russell, to get another master ready for manufacturing. Everything seemed fine until the day came when I picked up the tapes and Cd's at the factory.

There is a store here in Dallas that always wants my releases first before anyone else and they always throw a big signing party. When I picked up the new albums at the factory, I went directly to the store so I could sign everyone's copy and be with everyone. When I finally left the store, I put the new album, Anthem To Soul, in my stereo. I pulled off the next exit and turned around to go back to the store. The album sounded terrible to me. I thought it was absolutely terrible in its sound. It didn't sound at all like it should have.

I walked back into the store and I told everyone that something was wrong with the album. I told them that I needed to recall all the tapes and CD's. Everyone was appalled. They asked me what was wrong and all I could tell anyone was that it didn't sound right. You can imagine how I felt and how the store felt, but I couldn't live with myself releasing an album that didn't sound right. Something was wrong.

I called my dear friend Russell at the postproduction house and told him, that we had a problem. I went back to the studio and Russell told me that nothing was wrong with the master and everything sounded perfect. I disagreed. Russell spent I don't even know how many hours with me pouring over a new production master; but we made a whole new production master. I look back now and I am sure that Russell thought I was crazy. But, being my good friend, he was going to support me and help me get through whatever I was going through. What patience he had with me. Then I had the factory make me a test copy from the new master. After picking up the new test copy, I was driving home and put in the new test copy in my car stereo. Unbelievable. It sounded horrible. I thought what is going on? I was at my wits end with all of this. I then put in the previous copy that I originally thought sounded terrible and now it sounded normal.

I pulled up in my driveway and sat there for hours in shock. I had not a clue what was going on and it was getting real frustrating. I called the store and returned with the original albums. They asked me if everything was Ok and I said yes. Little did they know that I was bringing back to them the same albums that I had previously taken away two weeks prior to that.

Finally a few days later, it all came to me what was going on. When I sang the Hu for those four hours, that energy changed my body's frequency so much that even my throat chakra wasn't recognizable to anyone who knew my voice. Then when I started doing all the postproduction work, my body's frequency started changing back to its normal range of frequency. However, this changing back took some time. My hearing took approximately two weeks to get back to normal and my voice took approximately forty-five days to get back to where people could recognize me on the phone. During this phase when my body was reverting back to its normal frequency, everything that I heard was distorted to my ears and my voice wasn't recognizable on the phone.

That is why my first production master was perfect and the second was not. When I did the first production master, I was still in that high energy phase before the energy started reverting back to its normal frequency range. Then after the first production master was made, enough time had elapsed that the energy started reverting back and that is when the music sounded to me very distorted.

The interesting part about this is, my voice and my body never went back to its original frequency prior to doing the album, Anthem To Soul. My body's energy settled within a recognizable range close to that frequency, but never back to its exact position.

What about Anthem To Soul? I call this album the "Turbo Thruster". It speeds everything up and whatever is blocking someone's good, this album will find it and purge it. I always tell people that when they get Anthem To Soul, they might want to have Inward Harmony as well. Sometimes when Anthem To Soul finds a block and starts purging that area within, it can get uncomfortable at times. If this happens, it is great to immediately play Inward Harmony to help balance out that new energy and it also takes the "edge off " of the purging cycle. I can't tell you how many times I have done this and it has been a blessing to have Inward Harmony with that album.

The other thing that Anthem To Soul will do is help manifest. I use this album a lot to manifest what I want; especially in a short period of time. I will set a goal based on the procedures in the book "Think & Grow Rich" by Napolean Hill and then play Anthem To Soul almost 24/7 ( for those that don't know: that means 24 hours a day, 7 days a week).

This album will move mountains. Anything that is blocking me from achieving that goal will surface and purge out of my system. Of course, I will move over to Inward Harmony if I get uncomfortable, but I usually don't stay there long and go back as soon as possible to Anthem To Soul. I love this album for this feature. It is the best that I have ever seen for manifesting.

Also, Anthem To Soul is great for meditation, yoga, tai chi; anything in the martial arts or dealing with connecting all of our bodies to the Soul within us. It is perfect for this.

Let me give you an example on how powerful this album is for manifesting.

A friend of mine needed money for a project. She was having so much trouble getting the funding and as time was going by, her bank account was approaching 0. She really was in a tight spot. I told her my way of manifesting which is using "Think and Grow Rich" with the Anthem To Soul album. She did what I suggested and within one month, she not only received the money she needed for her project but many more doors opened up for her for many more projects to come. She is well on her way to achieving her dreams.

Why are some people poor or rich or just getting by? For the lack of anything, it is blocks whether we are conscious of this or not.

Anthem To Soul is the best I have seen for removing these blocks and for setting goals, using that with
the book "Think and Grow Rich" by Napolean Hill. This is a marriage made in heaven. This is my secret for all of my dreams being manifested and there is no limit my dear friends on how high you want to reach for those dreams. Just be sure you have Inward Harmony to balance all the new energies like I said earlier in this article.

That is it for now. I thank you again for this opportunity to share with you and be in your life in this moment. That is very special. I wish you all the Best in life and enjoy your musical journeys.

Anyone can reach me by e-mail. I really enjoy hearing about all the musical journeys people have as well as answering questions anyone may have.

My e-mail is: info@musicbymarcey.com

Love always,
Marcey Hamm
For more information go to: www.musicbymarcey.com

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About Marcey Hamm's DREAM PARTNER Album copyright 2005 by Marcey Hamm
After the Anthem To Soul experience, later that year during the Summer of 1990 I went to bed early one night in order to read for awhile. The next morning I woke up standing outside of my dead body. I couldn't believe I was dead again. My shock came from not having any premonition or any advance warning of any kind. At least in my car wreck, when I died the first time, I saw the truck coming in my rear view mirror. I may not have had but just a few seconds seeing the truck, but I knew when I saw the truck and the speed it was traveling, that my chances of living were real slim. At least I knew that and even with that small amount of time knowing what was going to happen, it made all the difference in the world for me. I at least had a moment to prepare.

But with this new death, all I remember is going to bed and reading. Then the next thing I remember is waking up, standing outside of my body and looking at my dead body. I was totally in shock. I looked at my clock and it was 5:00 A.M. in the morning. I said to myself, "That's it, I am out of here."

Obviously I came back, but this story would take more room to tell than I have here to say, but I will say this. That second death of mine was all about what is called, "Death Initiation". I was told this on the inner and to this day, I don't know all of the reasons why I had to go through it. What I do know is this.

My life here will be in stages. So far, everything that has happened to me since composing Inward Harmony in 1986 has all been about preparation. This second death was a level of surrender that I had to go through in order to prepare me for my future. I know that when we all come into these lives in each incarnation, we make choices to do certain tasks for many reasons. Depending on the nature of those tasks, will depend on what we need to go through in order to complete those tasks. For me and the task that I have in my life this time around, there needed to be a level of surrender in order to prove the level of my humbleness and gratitude. Also, I had to perform a level of dedication to the work that I have committed to in this life.

Having gone through these tests, other doors open that lead to other levels of awareness and performing more tasks. It never stops and the degrees of change that we all go through entirely depends on how we react with any given situation. We either react openly and do the best we can, or we react with a closed heart and make matters worse.

Many people don't realize that in each moment of their life, they could make their own lives a living dream of such happiness and joy. One thought of realizing this can be so profound that an individual could literally be in a daze for the rest of their life just on the contemplation of this thought; especially when they are new to this realization in their evolutions of incarnations.

Knowing who we are as Soul is the Key to realizing more and more that we all are a part of a Whole. That Whole that I refer to is a Creative Consciousness that permeates through all of life. We already are a part of this life. However, if one wakes up to that knowingness, then that person becomes a conscious co-worker with that Creative Consciousness. This is like having infinity at your fingertips. Another way to say this is, your imagination is your only limit. When a person gets a taste of this sweet Nectar, it can get very exciting because of the freedoms it offers.

This death initiation that I went through was to start a whole new level of awareness within me. This new doorway was all about realizing my connection with all forms of Life. From that moment on, Dream Partner was starting its own unfoldment and it took the Anthem To Soul experience to open the doorway for it all to come forth.

The words Dream Partner started coming to me in my dreams. I knew this was to be the title of the next album. I started re-designing my studio in my dreams as well. When I finished my design in my dreams,
I thought to do this re-design in my physical world would take maybe six months. As I undertook my re-design of my studio in the physical, I figured that I had three more months to finish. So, I notified all of my fans to let them know that a new album was on its way soon; I also gave them the discount price for the preordering.

Let me explain something. When a new album is brewing, I send out the news to everyone on my list including my direct wholesalers. I do this so my immediate fan support base gets first choice of the new album at a special discount price along with the album autographed. I love my fans and if it wasn't for them, I wouldn't have made it through all that I have been through with this music. So my fans get first choice before any of my albums go public. This has become a tradition in the nineteen years that I have been composing. So when it looked like things were getting close to the last stage of doing the Dream Partner album, I notified everyone.

Then it happened. I ran into all kinds of challenges in the reconstructing of my studio. I ended up having to re-do all the walls, the floors, all the electrical; not to mention all the hardware and software challenges that I had. It was unbelievable. I wrote my fans and told them all of the delays. I told everyone if they wanted to cancel their orders, I would understand. Not one person cancelled their order. The most amazing part of this story is, this project ended up taking two years to complete. I would write all of my fans periodically to let them know the status. I would get the nicest letters from everyone encouraging me to hang in there and telling me to hold on and be patient; that they would hang in there with me. The love from these fans was so amazing and so supportive. All that energy went into composing Dream Partner.

Interesting how all of these people were a part of the Dream Partner process. Dream Partner is all about our relationship with all of Life whether it be human, animal, nature, weather. Any form of life we are a part of that form. Dream Partner teaches us this level of communication and knowingness.

After the reconstruction of my studio was finished, I walked in the studio, turned on all the equipment and sat down in my chair. Nothing happened. After a while, I turned everything off and walked out. I sat at my desk thinking about this. I thought that maybe I was too tired from all of the reconstruction and re-design, etc. So I took a few days off and had a short vacation.

After my time off, I came back into the studio, turned all the equipment and sat down in my chair. All of a sudden this energy engulfed my whole body. I call this, plugging into the Universal 220. For comparison, my life on a regular day to day runs on a 110. I started playing the piano and all this music came rushing through me like a flood. This lasted may be an hour or so, then everything stopped. I turned off all the equipment and left the studio. This is how the Dream Partner was composed. One day I would go into the studio, all this music would pour out of me and then quit. I would then end the day and do other things. This off and on sort of activity went on for two weeks. Then the album was finished.

The interesting thing about this is: I remembered everything during this composing stage. However, after the music was all composed, after approximately two weeks had passed, I woke up one morning and all of my memory was gone. Vanished. Yes, I remember bits and pieces, but the whole of the event is all gone.

My theory is this. During the composing stage, my body was like a capacitor. It was all charged up to a new vibration (frequency) while it brought forth this music. However, when the music was all finished, my body started discharging that energy in order to go back to its normal cycle of being. This discharging process took approximately two weeks. This is why I only remember bits and pieces now instead of the whole memory. Memory is energy.

Dream Partner is all about Life and helping us connect to all of Life consciously. We learn first how to love ourselves, then we learn how to give of that love to others. We learn through this process about our connections with all of Life.

Let me give you an example:

When I bought my house, it had been vacant for a few years and the magnolia tree's branches in the front yard had grown over the driveway. That first night in my new home, I stepped out onto the front porch and sat down in front of the magnolia tree. I named the tree, Maggie Magnolia and introduced myself. I told Maggie that her branches needed to go higher so they wouldn't scratch my car. I asked her politely if she would move them, otherwise, I would have to cut her branches.

That next day I went out into the front yard to get my paper. As I picked up my paper, I looked up and I saw Maggie's branches hanging up and over my car. I couldn't believe it. She really did it. I hugged that tree with such joy.

Later in time, I was doing my weekend seminar here in Dallas and hired a production crew to help me move some of my equipment to the hotel for my gig. I never leave my equipment anywhere overnight, so the crew assembles and disassembles each day. Anyway, the first morning when the crew came they told me that I was going to have to cut the branches off my tree because it was scratching the truck. I just told them that I would talk to Maggie and she would handle it. They all looked at me like I was some nut. I told them who Maggie was.

The next morning when the crew came back to get the equipment they remarked how glad they were that I cut the branches. I told them that I forgot all about the branches and that Maggie must have heard us talking about the problem and therefore she handled it on her own. Well, that did it. The crew lost a gasket on this one. They asked for a flashlight (it was 5 AM in the morning and still dark outside). I gave them a flashlight and they all went outside to see Maggie. They saw for themselves, Maggie's branches going up and over their truck. They all came back into my home, not saying a word. Not once was this matter ever discussed again.

Let me tell you another story.

I went backpacking and hiking with some friends. After being on the road for several hours, we finally got to the campsites and bedded everything down for the weekend. We were all hungry and we started getting the campfire all set and started cooking. Then a storm came upon us and it started raining. The degree of hunger was strong. So I talked with the rain and politely asked it for its mercy upon us because of our hunger. I asked it if it could rain everywhere else except on our campfire so we could all finish our meal. It did exactly that. Everyone freaked. Also, all around the camp grounds, everyone was in their tents watching us sit out and cook like it was a sunny day while it rained everywhere around us.

You see, Dream Partner is all about connecting with all of Life. I can't tell you how many times I have talked with tornados and asked them to dissipate. My connection with Life builds every day and it just gets better and better.

An example:

One time there was a crime spree in my neighborhood. All of my neighbors had been robbed. I was next. I asked for help. The next morning two huge wasps nests were on my porch. At first I was scared of them, but I knew they came to protect me. So I thanked them and went on about my business. After the crime spree left the neighborhood, the wasps left overnight. My home never was touched. The wasps protected my home. I often wonder if any of the criminals ever encountered those wasps. That may be why the crime spree left in a hurry. I chuckle when I think about it.

Dream Partner has saved so many relationships whether in marriage, in-laws, problem teenagers, animals, etc. Here's another example:

There was one man who owned a horse and the horse was injured in an accident. This horse had a real emotional problem after the accident and no one could ride this horse anymore. This man heard about me and called me. I suggested to him to play Inward Harmony for the balance, Z to help get rid of the fear and Dream Partner for the self nourishment and to help heal relationships. I told this man to rotate the music one right after the other. He did this and his horse came out of its state within four months and is living a normal life today.

Another example:

A couple was at each other's throat because the husband retired from his job that he had for over thirty years and now he was home all the time. I get a call from the wife and she asked me about the music. She bought the whole set. A few days went by and she calls me. She tells me how much her husband hates the music and she has a problem. I suggested to her to put all of the albums up except Inward Harmony. I also suggested for her to play that album right above the mute level nonstop. I told her with the volume that low, her husband could still read his paper and watch the news, etc. and not be bothered by the music. I also said that even though the music is playing at such a low level, it would still balance the energies in the home and eventually her husband would come around.

Two months later, this woman calls me and asks for another set of the music. My first human reaction was that her husband destroyed all of the music. I told her that she already has a set of the music. She told me that she did what I suggested. After a few weeks, her husband started liking the music little by little until the day came that he fell in love with all of the music and now it was his music. She told me that she had to order another set for herself. We laughed so hard on the phone that my stomach hurt for several days afterward. Now this couple is on their third honeymoon and traveling all over the country enjoying their retirement. They are so happy.

As I have said, Dream Partner has saved marriages. It has saved young teens from getting on drugs and becoming addicts. It has saved all kinds of situations with people in business who have problem co-workers to deal with. This list goes on and on.

This music changes lives and each album has its own purpose. Dream Partner is all about Life and when you can connect with Life, you have a Dream Partner indeed. Dream Partner is all about relationships of every kind, but it starts with you first. Learning to Love who we are is a treat indeed and very nourishing.

That is it for now. I thank you again for this opportunity to share with you and be in your life in this moment. That is very special. I wish you all the Best in life and enjoy your musical journeys.

Anyone can reach me by e-mail. I really enjoy hearing about all the musical journeys people have as well as answering questions anyone may have.

Love always, Marcey Hamm
For more information go to: www.musicbymarcey.com
My e-mail is: info@musicbymarcey.com.

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About Marcey Hamm's Sampler I CD copyright 2005 by Marcey Hamm
After the Dream Partner experience, my life took another turn. An opportunity came for me to put my music on radio stations for airplay. Of course radio stations mostly play songs that are just a few minutes long and not continuous music scores that play for over an hour. I was curious to see how my music would be accepted in this medium, but I was also in a dilemma because all of my music is continuous. The shortest composition that I have is the Z album and that is 65 minutes. All the rest of my albums are approximately 73 minutes in length.

I decided to take pieces of each of my albums and put a sampler together for the radio stations. These albums at that time were: Inward Harmony, Z, Celestial Dance, Anthem To Soul and Dream Partner. I named the new disc the Sampler I. Then I submitted it to the radio stations. This was a six week test to see how the music would be received in the public. Each week my music would increase on the charts. By the end of the six weeks, a lot of my tracks were hitting almost on the top of the charts. The test went very well. However, I only wanted to see how my music would be received and I got that answer. I left it at that.

I knew this day would come around again in its own time when the time is right. I also knew that Life wanted me to see this test at this time in my life so that I would start preparing emotionally for the future. This preparation had been going on for some time, but there always seemed to be levels of examples to show me the degrees of change or the degrees of effects that some action would have. Now the question was, what was next? Little did I know, that a new birth of a new album had been born and I didn't even know it yet. Life sure has its ways to get what it wants.

One morning, many weeks later, after the radio stuff was over, I came into the office at 4:00 A.M. I was working on a project and I wanted to get a good head start on the day. I didn't know what I had in my CD player, but I hit the play mode and then went on about my business. I was still very sleepy and not fully at my performance level. Plus, I hadn't had my tea or even my breakfast yet. Within twenty minutes or so, I felt like I had slept for twenty-four hours and was fully rested. I was energized like there was no tomorrow.

I thought to myself, "What happened?" Where did I get all of this energy? Then it hit me. The music that was playing in my CD player was the Sampler I disc. I knew then that the Sampler I album was a tremendous asset to the collection of the other albums and needed to be a part of the music family. You see, when I did all the radio stuff, the Sampler I disc was only made for the radio test. It was never to be used for anything else. That was a one-time use. That just shows what little I know in the scheme of things.

The Sampler I album is very interesting. For people who have my other albums, it will affect them differently than with people who don't have any of my albums. Here is why. Anyone who has any one of my albums (especially the first five of my albums) is already familiar with the music and on a subconscious level, knows this music in its entirety from playing it. When that person plays the Sampler I, it is like taking a refresher course with all of the first five albums, Inward Harmony, Z, Celestial Dance, Anthem To Soul and Dream Partner. The refresher course is having total recall to each of those albums from a subconscious level. When those samples play from each of those five albums, the subconscious memory kicks in the memory of the whole album. When this occurs, that person is getting the benefit of the whole album and not just from the sample.

That's why I call this album the "Quick Fix" album. So many times I have been in a hurry to get somewhere or to meet some deadline on a project or to deal with a meeting, whatever, the point is a time related matter. This album has been a lifesaver for me and for many other people. It is amazing what the Sampler I album can do for you when time is of the essence for whatever reason. And, not always does it need to be in relation with time. When I need my "Quick Fix" no matter what brought me to that point of need, I can tell you, that Sampler I has been a blessing.

For those people who are not familiar with my music, their subconscious memory does not know my music. The Sampler I will then be like a gentle breeze of love that will sweep through their system and give them a gentle nudge of nurturement. Over time, this person will open up and then start desiring more of the music. That is when this person will want to explore more deeply the rest of the music albums. It is innate for any human to respond to love. It is innate for all of nature to respond to love. This energy resides within the spirit of all existence. Deeply, no one can resist love because it is already a part of us, but on a surface level, one can resist love due to fear or other emotions of trauma based on memories whether those memories are conscious or not.

If a person does not like my music, this is because there are areas within that person that are resisting change. When a higher vibration enters ones system, the lower vibrations are transformed due to that energy. Depending on what memory is attached to that energy will depend on the ease that person will be able to let go. If that memory is negative in any way, then it will depend on how deep rooted that memory is and how long it has resided within the person's memory.

Thank goodness for the Sampler I. Because it does not go into depth with each of the albums, a person that has issues to work through that are deeply rooted, this album is a lifesaver. The Sampler I album is so wonderful to help people that have a hard time with change. Like I said, this album is a gentle breeze of Love and it passes through our system lightly without deeply going to those areas within a person and immediately confronting those issues that are difficult to work through.

It is a gentle touch of love and forever patient with its listener. In time, that person will at their own pace, work through those issues enough to start wanting more nurturement into their life and thus, want to explore more of the music. I have seen people completely shut down with life and hovered over in their early years as if they were 200 years of age in their bodies. I have seen the Sampler I take those lives and give breath to those people again and help lift them up to live a better day.

For Example: A couple had to make room in their home for one of the spouse's parents to live with them. This elder parent was having health problems, etc, and needed care. It wasn't long that I got a phone call. The elder parent hated my music and it was very upsetting to that person. Well, this came a shock to the couple who had all of my music and used it in their life 24/7.

I suggested using the Sampler I for this elder parent and only play that for a while. This went Ok and eventually the elder parent fell in love with all of my music. The Sampler I came to the rescue for this elderly person. Here is a person who has lived a long life and had many memories. The Sampler I with its patience and grace, was just enough to give a gently breeze of love and nuturement to this person. Over time, this enabled this person to open up and accept change more easily and enjoy life more abundantly.

Another example: A customer called me to share with me about a problem they were having with a friend. This friend would come over to their home and would always complain about Inward Harmony playing and would go over to the player and turn off the music. Well, this went over like a lead balloon. Anyway, I told this customer that the Sampler I would be the one to use for this situation. A few months went by and I get a call from this customer.

Their friend quit turning the music player off and was allowing the Sampler I to play through its entirety. Over time, this friend allowed the Inward Harmony to play and it was no longer an issue for my customer. Again, the Sampler I came to the rescue and enabled this friend to change at a slower pace without being so confronted so quickly. As I have said, the Sampler I is patient and has grace.

Another example: A couple was going through a difficult divorce. The husband was not leaving much money for his wife and he was also very emotionally abusive toward her. The wife had heard me on a radio show and called me. She told me about her situation and asked if the music would help her situation. I told her yes it would. However, like I tell everyone, I told her, that I couldn't say what the music will do because it will work with each situation differently. This is because we all are unique people with unique experiences. She accepted that and bought the whole set of my work. After she received the music, she of course started playing the albums non-stop in the home. The husband had already moved out and was temporarily living somewhere else until the divorce was final. However, there were times the husband needed to come to the house. When her husband would come over, he would turn off the music in the player immediately and would also be very emotionally abusive toward her.

She called me and told me this and I told her to play the Sampler I when she new he was coming over. I didn't hear from her for a while, then the day came she called me with such wonderful news. She told me that the Sampler I and using the other albums at different times saved the day. When her husband would come over or when she needed to meet with the attorneys and her husband for meetings, etc, she would have the Sampler I on non-stop whether in the home or in her car. Then she would play all the other albums when her husband wasn't around. Her husband eventually started changing his attitude toward her. To make a long story short, she and her husband ended up having a very amicable divorce and they are better friends now than they have ever been. The divorce went smoothly and it ended up being fare for both parties by choice and not by a court's decision.

Sometimes you don't know when twists and turns will come into your life. When the Sampler I was created, little did I know that was to be an album to have its own place in history along side the other albums. Life is a great friend to have along anyone's side. This music helps all of us to become aware of who we are as Spiritual Beings and bring more love into our hearts so we can have happier lives.

That is it for now. I thank you again for this opportunity to share with you and be in your life in this moment. That is very special. I wish you all the Best in life and enjoy your musical journeys. Anyone can reach me by e-mail. I really enjoy hearing about all the musical journeys people have as well as answering questions anyone may have. Take care. My e-mail is: info@musicbymarcey.com

Love always, Marcey Hamm
For more information go to: www.musicbymarcey.com

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About Marcey Hamm's MAITREYA Album copyright 2005 by Marcey Hamm
Maitreya is a very bold and bodacious album. Its purpose is to start a whole new cycle about Happiness. It broke away from the Inward Harmony cycle which was all about Healing. Even though the albums following the Inward Harmony album, Z, Celestial Dance, Anthem To Soul, Dream Partner and the Sampler I, all have their own special purpose, they are still a part of the Inward Harmony cycle of Healing.

After Dream Partner was released I went through many changes and one of those changes was another Near-Death-Experience (NDE). This was my third NDE and it was very painful. It happened here in Dallas where I live, in the August month of 1994.

All of my NDE's were painful, but this one dragged out to a level that the other ones didn't. I was food poisoned and went into anaphylactic shock and died on the way to the clinic. Miracles occurred throughout the whole ordeal, but I look back and this NDE brought in such a wave of energy that truly brought me to my knees in the years to come.

People ask me why do I think I had all of these NDE's. I am sure there are a million reasons plus some, but in looking back at each NDE, each one brought me to a level in life that may have not occurred unless I had died. For instance, my third NDE flattened me out on a bed for months. I was a mess to say the least and this was just the beginning of my journey.

It wasn't long after that, that I got the desire within me to go into the studio. Then when Maitreya was finished, I played it for the first time and I hated that album with a passion. I wanted to burn it, stomp on it, and tear it up. If I had nitro, I would have blown the thing to pieces. I had such a hatred for that album.

I knew that it was my stuff and that the album was hitting on an area within me that was truly pushing some deep-rooted issues; whether those issues were from this life or from some past lives. I also realized later in time that Maitreya took so much out of me to bring the music here into the physical, that after composing it, I was so drained of energy that I literally couldn't take the vibrations from that album. Even the slightest note played from that album sent me to orbit with such irritation.

It took one whole year before I fell in love with the Maitreya album. Oh, what a day that was. During that year about once a month, I would try to play Maitreya to see how I would react to it. My reaction was always the same. I would get very irritated and I wouldn't get past but just a few bars of the music. I would immediately turn the CD off.

Then that day of Miracles came. I put the Maitreya album on and all of a sudden, I couldn't believe it, I got so excited and happy. I started dancing all over my house. I kissed my dog, my cats. I even went outside in the backyard and talked to all the birds, the squirrels and trees. I fell head over heals on that album and I haven't been the same since.

I know this all may seem silly to you, but when you hate something so intensely for a year, and then all of a sudden, fall in love with it, it is quite a jolt to the system. I don't remember anything about the composing or any experiences in the dream state while composing the Maitreya album. I am still processing that album today; nine years later.

I do know this about Maitreya. I knew this album would be the start of a huge cycle in my life to bring every part of my dreams to fruition on this earth. Those dreams and visions have been with me since my birth and have haunted me all of my life. The energy from this album is so powerful, that it has literally shaken the foundation of my life. I have had to learn surrender to a degree that I thought unbearable. There were many times that I was processing so much, that all I could do was sit in my chair for days, just starring at the wall, motionless. Numb is the word.

Now, in this moment that I write this article, which I have been trying to do now for two weeks, this is my third week, the doors have been swinging so wide and the opportunities are coming in so strong, that it is everything I can do to sit still. You see, writing this article about the Maitreya album is bringing in all that energy and all of its robustness that goes with it.

Don't forget, everything is in cycles. And, it is no mistake that I am writing these articles now on each album. The cycle that I am coming out of is the cycle of learning. That cycle has been approximately ten years. Now the cycle is coming in which is the cycle of putting all that I have learned together. I call this the cycle of action or teaching. There are always two phases to a cycle. You have the receptive side of the cycle and the active side of the cycle. It is similar to throwing a rock out into the water. You will see the ripples go out from shore and then come back to shore. Everything in our life is in cycles.

Cycles are also another way to look at energy. Energy is either positive or negative, but there is another level to this polarity and that is neutral. Neutral is the resting place though it seems, but it is a level of transition from one polarity to the other. The cycle of learning would be the passive and receptive side of the energy, which would be considered the female energy. The cycle of teaching or the active side would be considered the male energy.

It isn't surprising to me to have such drama with the Maitreya album in my experiences. This album is all about "Happiness". In achieving high levels of Happiness, one would have to learn and be balanced with their male and female energies. We all have both of these energies. The trick is discovering these energies, learning how to use them and then when to use them. Once these energies are in balance with understanding, then you know when and how to work with them. This is what the Maitreya album has been teaching me and that is why I am a work in progress for a very long time.

I have mentioned this before that true humbleness is when you can be a teacher and a student all of the time. If one gets stuck in either part, then an imbalance occurs and therefore, unpleasantness starts coming in. The student is receptive to learning and the teacher is teaching what has been learned. This is learning the female and male energies.

People immediately take to the Maitreya album. The experiences have been varied. A friend of mine who has been an actor loves the Maitreya album and plays it a lot. Now she is moving into new cycles of producing and directing in the film industry rather than just being an actor. Her energies have shifted so much from the female energy of receiving that she is moving more into the male energy of action.

We will learn each of these energies and once we learn them, we will be able to shift easily from one to the other when needed. This is so much fun because the more you learn about these energies, the more you learn about Life and how it works with these energies. You become more knowledgeable about our connection with Life and how brilliant that consciousness is. I wouldn't want to be on the bad side of that consciousness. I would rather be a co-worker and have that consciousness as my Best Friend. Life becomes more pleasant.

Another case: A man has always been in a very outgoing field of work in the telecommunications industry. He bought the set of all of my albums, which most people do. When he played all the albums, he was drawn to the Maitreya album and couldn't put it down. Over time, he started getting into writing, which he has never been drawn to before. Now he is writing and his whole career is shifting from this outgoing field to writing as a career.

It doesn't matter what we are doing or where we are with our lives at any moment. The Maitreya album will take these energies within us and teach us about these energies. Eventually, we learn these energies and how to work with them. This brings happiness to our lives.

You can look at it as the left and right brain. The left-brain is very analytical and the right brain is very intuitive. It is yang and ying. Inward Harmony balances out these energies, but the Maitreya, teaches us how to use them.

That is it for now. I thank you again for this opportunity to share with you and be in your life in this moment. That is very special. I wish you all the Best in life and enjoy your musical journeys. Anyone can reach me by e-mail. I really enjoy hearing about all the musical journeys people have as well as answering questions anyone may have. Take care. My e-mail is: info@musicbymarcey.com

Love always,
Marcey Hamm

For more information go to: www.musicbymarcey.com

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About Marcey Hamm's INNOCENCE Album copyright 2005 by Marcey Hamm
Innocence is all about your intuition. People ask me what intuition really is. What is it, how do you recognize it and how do you follow it? These are all great questions. I encourage anyone who wants to know their place in this Life or in any Life to always have questions. Always explore and always be in the question. That way you won't get stuck in any one thought process and will always keep your mind open to new ideas and to new adventures in Life.

Life is the teacher and will always have the greater Intelligence no matter how much we grow and learn. We are dealing with an Infinite Intelligence that is far more overwhelming to think about than we could even comprehend. The best that any of us can do is to do our best to understand ourselves and how we are a part of the bigger picture of Life. If we can grasp that even to a small measure of awareness, then it is a start to our freedom as Spiritual Beings.

Innocence is a part of that process of helping us to understand the Soul within us. That part of us will always be Eternal no matter how many times we shed these physical bodies from one life to the next. It is always a process in learning about our selves. Intuition is a level of communication with the Soul within us. It is like being two people in one. You have your mental body which helps govern your outer world. This part of you can easily get caught up in living life. The Soul within us is the part of us on the inner worlds that is connected to this Infinite Intelligence.

People don't realize that it is the inner worlds that govern everything in our outer world. We think we control our outer lives, but in truth, we don't. Sure we make decisions all the time in our daily lives, but that is not what I am talking about.

I am talking about a picture of destiny that we come into each life with in order to fulfill our needs to grow and become more aware. It is up to us how well we listen to that picture of destiny or not listen to it. The Soul within us knows that picture and it is up to us to listen to that communication. This is the Intuitional process that we have 24/7.

There are many ways that Soul tries to communicate with us in our outer world. Our dreams are one level of communication. Inner nudges that we get at times. Moments of "ah haws" that we sometimes get. Words or phrases that can jump out at us in our daily lives whether in a book or some reading of some kind or hearing someone say a word or a sentence that jumps out at you and you take notice of it.

The more you become aware of these levels of communication, the more the Intuitional process grows within us and the more we become connected to our Inner world. This Inner world that I speak of is where everything comes from. What we see in our everyday life came from this Inner world. All thoughts and creativity come from this Inner place within us.

Once we start getting connected with this Inner place, then we start rising above our outer world and start embarking on what I call the "True Adventure of Life". My near-death-experiences (NDE's) were basically a fast track of shedding my outer world attachments and connecting me more to my inner world. Those three NDE's quickened my awakening process that normally would have taken me many lifetimes to achieve.

Innocence is here to help people to connect to their Inner world. Intuition is the essential part within all of us that is so run over by our everyday lifestyles. Our daily lives can so easily be eaten up with our thoughts just to get from one day to the next. Then you add that to having children, being married, dealing with assets to keep up with…. the story keeps growing. When does all that stop? It never does. What changes is us as individuals. When do we as a people start saying to ourselves, "There has got to be more to life than this? That question is really saying, how can I achieve true peace within myself and truly be a happy person all of the time?

Innocence is here to help open those doors within us and to help give us that peace that we all want in our life. Learning to listen to our Intuition gives us the peace of knowing and not having to worry ourselves to death if we are doing the right things and making the right decisions. Life becomes the playground for fun and not the minefield trying to avoid.

For example: There was a neo-natal nurse working in a hospital nursery. A baby was born with brain stem damage and the doctors said the baby had only a day or so to live. The nurse with her intuition, took out Innocence from her purse and played the album in the nursery. The baby was completely healed from brain stem damage and the parents were able to take their child home.

Now several things happened here. First, the nurse was immediately pulled to play the Innocence album. She did this intuitively. Secondly, you have a baby that is just born and is still consciously connected to the Inner worlds. When Innocence played in that nursery, that baby was enabled to open up more to the world it just came from and allow the energies to come in and heal the physical needs of that child.

Another example: There was a family on a trip. They have all of my music, but on this particular day, they were playing Innocence in the car. The father was driving the car in this particular moment while the mother was resting along with the kids who were in the back seat. All of a sudden, the father felt troubled about something but he couldn't put his finger on what was troubling him. He sensed danger, but didn't know why.

He intuitively slowed down his car speed not knowing why, but felt urgently to do so. Even his wife was wondering what her husband was doing when nothing to the naked eye could be seen to cause this action. A car in front of them was hauling a small storage trailer similar to the U-Haul trailers that you can rent. By the father slowing down the car, it was putting distance between the family car and this car in front of them.

All of a sudden, the rear wheel of the trailer that was being towed by the car in front of them, came off and the tire came rolling off the rear axel. The trailer then sheered off its connection from the car towing it and the trailer started whipping all over the highway until it came to a stop. If this father had not slowed down the speed of the car, they would have been right in the path of this incident and more than likely would not have lived to tell the story. Everyone in the car was speechless to say the least. The father and the mother knew that what the father felt to do regardless whether it looked rational or not, just saved their lives.

You see, this is what I am talking about. When you start getting connected to your inner worlds, you start knowing intuitively what to do. I know this is a process and you have to start somewhere, but I can assure you, as you grow, it just gets better and better. There comes a day, when the intuition is such a common place within you that it becomes a knowingness. This brings peace of mind and a peace of being because no one can take this away from you and, it never leaves you. You can trust it with your life and with every breath.

It is great to be Alive. Existing is common place in our world. This music that has come through me is here to help all of us wake up and wake up now. Why wait until we die and then see the bigger picture. Why not have it all now while we live in these miraculous bodies.

Our destiny is to have fun and play like children. In that play and in that creativity, we learn to be responsible for our actions and also learn to stay connected to the Infinite Intelligence that resides in all of Life. The Joy is ours for the taking. All we have to do is find the tools to help us wake up. It is scary for me to think where I would be today, if I didn't have this music. This music has taught me everything that I know. What I teach in these articles is what the music has taught me through experience. I am living it.

Innocence is the last album I have for the moment. I have about seven to eight albums in my head just waiting to come out. When that time is right, that nudge will come in very strongly. I will then drop everything that I am doing and go into the studio.

I have a note for all of you. People always ask me which album to start with first. I tell people that if they can, it is always better to get the whole set of eight albums. That way, you can have the full spectrum of each album and test which one is right for you in that moment. You play each one to get familiar with them. After that, you play the ones that jump out at you or another way to say it is, go with your feelings and play the albums that are the closest to you and nurture your feelings. Then, once a month or maybe every few weeks, play the other albums. Watch how you react to them.

Over time, you will fall in love with each one if you haven't already. Remember, it is a process and for some, it takes time to adjust to these new energies.
Look at what I had to go through with the Maitreya album. It took me a whole year to fall in love with that album. So know that it is a process and just go with your feelings in that moment. Your feelings will always tell you which album to play at any given time.

This is a process of waking up. Each album is a key to opening a new doorway within you and helping you to let go of old luggage. Each album has its own way and each album is just as powerful as the other. You as a listener of this music you will have your own relationship with it. Each of us will have our own experiences with this music because each of us is an unique people. I am so glad too, how boring if we all were alike.

That is it for now. I thank you again for this opportunity to share with you and be in your life in this moment. That is very special. I wish you all the Best in life and enjoy your musical journeys.

Anyone can reach me by e-mail. I really enjoy hearing about all the musical journeys people have as well as answering questions anyone may have. Take care.

My e-mail is: info@musicbymarcey.com

Love always,
Marcey Hamm
For more information go to: www.musicbymarcey.com

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Combining food additives may be harmful, say researchers

· Aspartame and artificial colourings investigated · Mice nerve cells stopped growing in experiments

Felicity Lawrence, consumer affairs correspondent, Wednesday December 21, 2005, The Guardian

New research on common food additives, including the controversial sweetener aspartame and food colourings, suggests they may interact to interfere with the development of the nervous system.

Researchers at the University of Liverpool examined the toxic effects on nerve cells in the laboratory of using a combination of four common food additives - aspartame, monosodium glutamate (MSG) and the artificial colourings brilliant blue and quinoline yellow. The findings of their two-year study were published last week in the journal Toxicological Sciences.

The Liverpool team reported that when mouse nerve cells were exposed to MSG and brilliant blue or aspartame and quinoline yellow in laboratory conditions, combined in concentrations that theoretically reflect the compound that enters the bloodstream after a typical children's snack and drink, the additives stopped the nerve cells growing and interfered with proper signalling systems.

The mixtures of the additives had a much more potent effect on nerve cells than each additive on its own.

The study reported that the effect on cells could be up to four times greater when brilliant blue and MSG were combined, and up to seven times greater when quinoline yellow and aspartame were combined, than when the additives were applied on their own. "The results indicate that both combinations are potentially more toxic than might be predicted from the sum of their individual compounds," the researchers concluded.

The tests used are the same as those applied when testing combinations of pesticides for toxicity. "They are recognised as predictive of developmental outcomes in humans," said Vyvyan Howard, a toxicopathologist and expert in foetal development who led the study.

Exposure to food additives during a child's development has been associated with behavioural problems such as attention deficit hyperactivity disorder.

Additives are licensed for use one at a time, but the study's authors believe that examining their effect in combinations gives a more accurate picture of how they are consumed in the modern diet.

"Although the use of single food additives is believed to be relatively safe in terms of development of the nervous system, their combined effects are unclear," Professor Howard said. "We think there are signs that when you mix additives, the effect might be worse."

The colours used in the research are synthetic dyes certified as safe food additives in the EU. However, brilliant blue (E133) has been banned in several European countries in the past. Quinoline yellow (E104) is banned in foods in Australia, Norway and the US. Previous research has shown that MSG (E621) and aspartic acid, one of the breakdown compounds in aspartame (E951), are neurotoxins, according to the authors of the study.

Brilliant blue is found in sweets, some processed peas, some soft drinks and some confectionery, desserts and ices. Quinoline yellow is found in some smoked haddock, some confectionery and some pickles. MSG, which is banned in foods for young children, is found in some pasta with sauce products, a large number of crisps, processed cheese, and prepared meals. Aspartame is found in diet drinks, some sweets, desserts and medicines.

The Food Standards Agency said it would need further details and clarification on the research before making a full assessment. "All of the additives included in the study are permitted for use in food under current EU legislation following a rigorous safety assessment," it said in a statement. The agency added it was funding research on the effects of mixtures of colourings on children's behaviour and kept the safety of additives under review.

Speaking for manufacturers, the Food and Drink Federation said the additives in the study had all been approved as safe by the EU's expert scientific committee.

The Aspartame Information Service, which represents the sweetener industry, dismissed the research, saying that it "did not provide any meaningful information" because it exposed mouse cells in the laboratory to undigested aspartame. "When we consume aspartame it is broken down in the digestive system to common dietary components. Aspartame has been in safe use for 25 years and has been reviewed and approved by more than 130 countries," it said.